Getting something off my chest

[nice shirt]

Thanks everyone for support. Other than my friend Brandi, youre the only other people to know what I did.

About the tattoos, I love them for other reasons than the pain aspect. I love the meanings of mine, and I think they are works of art.

Thanks again.

[Matthew S.]

Originally posted by Game Developer
I think Cowboy said it best.

I love Cowboy, man. But he reitterated what I said. So how did he say it best? I said it best, and I hope the best for Matt. He's done something many people can't. Congratulations.

[Cowboy22]

Yeah I was pretty much just agreeing with Matthew, give credit where credit is due (if nothing else just to humor him... ).

[Pocky Fiend]

Originally posted by Matthew S.


I love Cowboy, man. But he reitterated what I said. So how did he say it best? I said it best, and I hope the best for Matt. He's done something many people can't. Congratulations.

Matt is a grood man...good and great.

[Matthew S.]

Originally posted by Cowboy22
Yeah I was pretty much just agreeing with Matthew, give credit where credit is due (if nothing else just to humor him... ).

[Dmitry M. (Lazer)]

Originally posted by Matthew S.


I love Cowboy, man. But he reitterated what I said. So how did he say it best? I said it best, and I hope the best for Matt. He's done something many people can't. Congratulations.

But you don't count... :P

[Ryan H.]

Given that my physical condition has generated in me an incredibly high tolerance for pain, I usually cut myself only to intimidate people. When someone sees you do something to yourself that would make most people howl and not even flinch, it tends to make them afraid of you.

The only downside is that I have a ridiculous number of scars on my body.

[nice shirt]

I went and saw my doctor today. For years Ive always felt depressed and had bad anxiety. Recently its been overwhelming. To the point were I almost quit my new job. I would shake, feel sick, feel like I was outside of my body. My doctor prescibed to medications for me. Paxil, which I will take daily for 6 months, then be re-evaluated. And another that I will take only when I feel that I cant handle a certain situation. I think that ones Klozapin? I cant read the docs writing. Ill find out later when I get the prescription filled.